Gosh it's been more than a month since I last wrote a new entry... I haven't changed the pics of the blog too...

I've been really busy with school this past month that I have no time to post a new entry... I also have been a bit lazy in updating whenever I have the time to visit the net...

Nothing new really happened except that I have been concentrating in my studies lately and that I have finished the first draft of my thesis with the help of my partner... I still love Jin and it increases every time I see him on the net...

I recently had my grad pictorials and I looked like shit... I look better now than the time I had those pics... Darn..I always look bad in Grad pics... Argh!!

I also bought a Mjoyo magazine for the first time.. It's the Sept issue and know I'm also going to buy the Oct issue and Duet's Sept. issue... I just hope it arrives soon...

Well gotta go now...

Ja ne!!

Argh!!! I'm dying because of my never ending school work!! I want to have a vacation now!!

I don't have lots of quizzes and tests but I have all these requirements to do... Thesis, insight paper, reports, interviews etc and it's really killing me...

Now I have to do my empirical study critique. I thought it's supposed to be passed on friday but when I looked at my calendar the submission is on tues... Now I have to read 9 pages of a study that has a very small font.. Argh!! School life is really hard!!

I was thinking the other day that I would like to exchange life with Jin coz it seems that his life is easier than mine. I know it's hard to practice and have that lots of shows but at least it looks really fun. Even if Kattun is really busy and has lots of work I'd rather have that than study and do lots of paper work... At least Kattun's work look like it's really fun... Mine's not...

School work is also killing my social life... It's not that I really have a social life but my social life for me is my internet and the forums that I belong to... I haven't been active in some of the forums and I need to have my forums update weekly... I haven't been active in DLing stuff too... Well at least I can DL stuff on weekends like today I DLed a new Akame CM with Aya Ueto and it's really cute... BTW when I said that Akame had a CM with Gamesoft well it's wrong... I later realized that it's Gamecube from Nintendo... I'm really stupid  

I just wish I can survive these hardships...

Well I really need to go... Too many things to do!

Mata ne!! 

Yay!!! Yeepee!!

It's Akanishi Jin-sama's birthday!!!

Otanjoubi Omedetou Jin-sama!!!

He's 21 yrs old already!!

I'm so happy and proud of him!!

Jin, I wish you all the best in the world! Good luck to your career and I hope that Kat-tun would debut soon. I wish that you'll stay healthy and that you'll not tire yourself and give in to the fatigue... Take care of your body, Jin.

I hope that you'll have a nice and fun day today. I know that you might have work today but I hope that you'll still have time to have fun and celebrate with your friends and family. I wish that you'll receive lots of presents from your loved ones...

Take care my darling!!! Love Yah!!

Argh!! So many work to do!! And I'm not starting to do them... I want to pull my hair already!! I'm so stressed whenever I think of the things that I need to do!! @_@

I hate studying!! I hate schoolwork!! I'll just kill myself... Hahaha... My thesis partner and I even have a problem in our thesis coz we haven't done our expt yet and we have to pass the first draft on Aug. 13... Darn!! Then by Aug there are lots of reporting that I have to do... At least it's a group report but still I have to do my part and those reports are really hard to do... I have to report about Bipolar II disorder and House-Tree-Person projective test... There's also this report for my Career Guidance subject that is really hard coz I have to analyze stuff... Darn!! I hate analysis!! I just hate schoolwork!

That's why I'm not doing anything right now. I already spent more than 3 hrs of internet surfing... going to the forums that I'm a member at... I also DL some files... I didn't do my assignment... I'm such a lazy person.. That's why I complain about my work...

Nways, it's my baby Akanishi Jin's birthday tomorrow!!! He's turning 21 already!! I'm so happy for him! I just hope that he's going to be happy and that he won't get fatigue from working hard.... Good health is my wish for him and of course I hope that Kattun would debut already!!

I also DL a clip of  Jin's brother Reio... He's a backup dancer for a group D-Boys... Don't really know much about it... He looks like Jin but Jin is definitely more handsome than him... He's only 17 yrs old...

I also saw Jin and Kame's new CM for Gamesoft... A Dance-Dance Revo Mario game... Something like that... Of course both of them look really cute!! I just love it!!

Well here's a pic that I made for Jin's b-day!

Last week I got sick for about 3 days... I had colds, dry cough and fever... I only had fevers at night and eventually I got better. I didn't know the main reason for being sick but I think that I was just tired from going to school and thinking about the problems I have in my requirements... Just thinking about it makes me have a high stress level... LOL

Yesterday my thesis partner and I were discussing about our problems regarding our thesis and when we saw the future problems we felt a bit scared coz we might not graduate from college if we don't do something about those problems... We were asking ourselves how come we didn't see those problems before. Why see it now when the submission of the first draft is on the last week of July... Gosh I'm really stressed right now... The other problem is I don't know where to start coz the thesis is not my only concern since I also have other subjects that needs to be focused on and our damn professors really wants to make my life hell... I have 3 reportings on July and August and those reports are really hard to make...

I just wish that I finish everything on time... Or else I might just die from it... LOL... I even said to myself that I should forget Jin and put him to oblivion but I can't. I know he's such a distraction to me coz I want to DL videoclips but then I have to do other stuff and I can't DL them... I'm making Jin my priority which is wrong coz because of him I can't concentrate on my studies.... I just can't do it... I just can't delete his pics and files coz that would kill me... I can't say goodbye to the forums coz that will make me lonely... I just can't say goodbye to Jin...

I have to make everything work for me... I have to balance love and sudies... Hahaha!

Yesterday I also went to the salon to have my hair cut and I wanted to have short hair... So I said to the stylist to cut it just below the shoulders and to layer it. So the stylist did but she also chopped most of my hair.. Now I have short hair that can pass off as Jin's girl version hair... Now I look like a guy and my hair is becoming curly so it looks really awful... I need to have a blowdryer for it... Darn... Oh well this is what I get from having my hair cut... I miss my long hair... But it's nice to have a new hairstyle... I've been sporting a long haircut for the last 2 yrs... It's time to change it...

I was also burning an audio cd in which I tried to burn 2x and both unsuccessful... I wasted 2 cds for that... I was really close to pulling my hair and bashing the computer but a while ago I was so happy coz I was really successful in burning it... Now I can listen to Kattun & Arashi while I'm in school... Most songs of Kattun came from their recent performances...

Oh well I have to go now... Need to do some school work...

Mata ne!!